Am I nuts

Ok some times I think I am nuts. Ok I know that I am a true hick I love to just sit and watch my chickens , cat, cows and Lexie. I do not like to get all decked up and go out. I just love to be in my blue jeans and Tshirt. I am just sitting here and thinking how thankful I am for all that I have, I have a loving husband my mom and dad are still with me and I do not want for anything. Here is the nuts part I just feel alone some times even when I am with the ones I love I still feel I just do not belong. Now that DH is working the 2ed shift I am home alone a lot more and I just do not think that I am ok. I know that every one goes through thing at times, and I know that this is just one of them times so I hope it will just go away and I will be back to my nutty self.

PS

Here is a pitcher of my therapist

she is cheap one can of tuna and she will let me talk all I want and all she wants is little pet :)

My Baby

My Baby is getting so big. If I am right she will have the baby the around first of April . I hope and pray that everything will be all right.

I have been in a funk for what seams like all of this year. Like Andora said it my be mid-life thing or the nice weather we all had. Today it is sooo nice the big yellow thing is back(the sun) it has not been out in about a week or two, if not longer. So I have been in the house and not feeling all that good. I did not want to do anything or go anywhere so I am going to start doing things. I have so much to do around the house I hope to get started soon. So I am going to go and d some cleaning and watch my chickens I let them out today and they are having a good time I will get more pitchers soon.

Thanks for all you that come and visit I do so love to visit all of you

Have a safe weekend.

Beck

Love all of you're Blogs

I have been reading all of the blogs today. I wish I could write as good as all of you do I am thing about just reading all of you're and not writing . I do not have the stories that all of you do I only started writing to let a friend of mine know what was going on in my little world but as I read the other blogs I just do not know so for know I am having a hard time making up my little mind so Bye for now. Have a safe week . Beck

A Big yellow thing in the sky

We have had a big bright yellow thing in the sky for two count them two days. Ok I know what it is but come on it has been a long time. I have got to let the chickens out and that took some doing they did not want to come out in the snow I had to bribe them to get them out, but once they got out they had a good time.
I wish that DH had the past two days off but he had to work I am still getting the new schedule worked out I am home from 2pm until 2:30am so I am doing some of the house work in the morning before DH gets up then I do the loud thing as DH says after he goes to work soon I will be outside working in the mornings.
I am cooking about 10 to 11 am to day we stuffed cabbage rolls one of DH favorite he will eat about anything I am the picky one. I hope to start getting things back the way I want around the house soon I hope.
I hope to get some new pitchers up soon. This computer is having bugs and I want to take it to the Dr but I do not know who to take it to my sis had hers worked on and I do not thin she was to happy with hers so I will have to do some homework on that .
Until next time have a good one and be safe
Beck

2010 is some kind of Year ?????

2010 has been some kind of year so far, let me go back to my last post the wind was bad I did think ( that was not good to think) it could get any worst than that wrong on 2-05-2010 it did we had trees down ever where, we have about 10 to 20 oak and other trees down on the mountain and cedars about 20 of them are down and it took out the fence with it. We will be putting up new fence when the snow stops it has snowed for the past two weeks. It will snow for days and then the wind will blow and blow it off the top of the mountain then it will snow it all back.
On top of all of that I have had the BUG going around and could not get rid of it ( on the bright side it is a good way to loose some weight) I was sick for about two weeks bad , and now I just do not want to eat. That is hard to believe me not eating!!!
Then my Granny Goldie died and we have been trying to get through that. She was 94, can you think of all that she had seen in her life, from the model T, to computers and everything els. She will be missed bad.
Oh ya and I quit work now I can get back to working on my little home and taking care of DH and all of my babies.
So far 2010 has been some kind of Year, what kind I am still think on that!!!

Wind, Wind and Wind

The wind is back, and it comes with a vengeance. As I sit here in my little house I think of places that the wind could take me. Like Dorthy I could go to OZ and then I could see pigs fly! If I go some where els we could see pink elephant, or we cloud see blue bunny's. If you could fly away where would you like to go and what would you like to see??
K I have been in to long doing taxes and we have not got wild yet but soon very soon.
So let me fly today Fly Fly. I think I will Fly high today.
I hope that everyone is having a good weekend.
Take care and be safe.

I love my job

K I had to think long and hard to put that up, yes I do like to do taxes and yes I do love the people I work with they are the grates. But and it a small but I do love benign home and I am missing it right now, I have been working for the last few weeks full time and I wish I just told them that I would work two or three days a week. I have been up at 5am and doing things around the house before I go in to work at 8am for now we will start going in at 7am next week we are open 8 to 8 and that means I will get home about 10 to 11pm. I come home at lunch and get DH up and off to work by 1:30 then I go back to work. I am going to work the next few weeks full time and then I hope they will not need me a much. I have so much I want to do around the house. I have not even got the new camera and take some pitchers new pitchers of the new babies. you need to see Lixes she is getting so big and soooo moody.
I hope that everyone has good week and safe one.
and I hope to fly soon :) Fly Fly away