Ok some times I think I am nuts. Ok I know that I am a true hick I love to just sit and watch my chickens , cat, cows and Lexie. I do not like to get all decked up and go out. I just love to be in my blue jeans and Tshirt. I am just sitting here and thinking how thankful I am for all that I have, I have a loving husband my mom and dad are still with me and I do not want for anything. Here is the nuts part I just feel alone some times even when I am with the ones I love I still feel I just do not belong. Now that DH is working the 2ed shift I am home alone a lot more and I just do not think that I am ok. I know that every one goes through thing at times, and I know that this is just one of them times so I hope it will just go away and I will be back to my nutty self.
PS
Here is a pitcher of my therapist
she is cheap one can of tuna and she will let me talk all I want and all she wants is little pet :)
you are just fine and very normal! and i do the same thing...but remember we came into the world alone so i guess it is normal to feel that way too. i love our farm as well and had such a peaceful time watching the birds and deer and turkeys the other day. i think you are a step above several folks for sure! being happy with what you have is so much better than what some are feeling...
ReplyDeleteWe are all like that at times..and you are a wonderful person..I have got to know you through your blog and you are just like the rest of us...and the being alone thing..I feel that all the time and feel I should be in another time or something is out there waiting on me...it is nutty but I like my nutty self..and you should like yourself to...luv you Beck!!!!
ReplyDeleteI do not know who posted the last comment I can not read it. It just comes up boxies so I am sorry Beck
ReplyDeleteThe therapist is cute, I think I need to get one it would be cheaper. Girl I am with you their is nothing like sitting back in the country and enjoying your animals I love doing, and you wouldnt catch me in anything else but t-shirt and jeans thats my best of life.Keep up the good work.
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